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Parkinson’s sufferer and wife summoned to begin prison sentences

Parkinson’s sufferer and wife summoned to begin prison sentences

A Christian convert with advanced Parkinson’s disease and his wife have been summoned to begin their prison sentences for belonging to a house-church.

Homayoun Zhaveh, who is 62 years old, and his wife Sara Ahmadi, 42, received the summons on Friday, telling them to report to Tehran’s Evin Prison within days.

Their lawyer has applied for a retrial.

Article18’s advocacy director, Mansour Borji, said last week that the court’s decision to hand down a prison sentence to a man of Homayoun’s age and condition – only for his membership of a house-church – “would be shocking were it not for Iran’s proven track record of systematically persecuting Persian-speaking Christians, regardless of their age, health, or any other reasonable considerations”.

Homayoun faces two years in prison, while his wife was given a stiffer sentence of eight years for her alleged leadership role within the house-church.

The sentences were handed down in November 2020 but only reported last week after the couple were informed by their lawyer that they could be summoned any day.

Sara was in fact sentenced to 11 years in prison in all – eight years for leadership of the church, and three years for membership – but in December 2020 an appeal-court judge ruled that Sara must serve only the longer sentence of eight years and not also the three-year sentence. (The judge was enforcing a legal norm in Iran whereby if a person faces two charges of a similar nature, for the same action, only the one with the higher penalty stands.)

However, all other elements of the couple’s sentences remain, including a ban from foreign travel or membership of any social or political group for two years after their release, and six months’ community service at a centre for the mentally disabled.

Homayoun and Sara, who live in Tehran, were first arrested by agents from Iran’s Ministry of Intelligence back in June 2019 as they holidayed with several other Christian families in the city of Amol, near the Caspian Sea.

The other Christians were also questioned, but only Homayoun and Sara were detained – first in Sari, near Amol, and then Evin.

Homayoun was released a month later, but Sara was held for a total of 67 days, including 33 days in solitary confinement – mostly within the Intelligence Ministry’s Ward 209 – during which time she was subjected to extreme psychological torture.

In their appeal, which was heard in December 2020, the couple’s lawyer had argued that the law was “unclear” on how meeting as a group of Christians could be construed as membership of an “illegal organisation”.

“My clients have always insisted that they haven’t engaged in any actions against national security, nor do they harbour any animosity or hostility towards the government,” the lawyer stated, before adding that Homayoun’s condition would prevent him from partaking in any anti-security actions, even were he to wish to do so.

Instead, the 62-year-old now faces years in prison – and during a global pandemic in which individuals of his age and condition have been proven to be at the greatest risk.

Neither Homayoun nor Sara have as yet been offered a Covid-19 vaccine.

Article18’s Mansour Borji called on Iran to “immediately reverse its decision, and to stop persecuting Christian converts like Homayoun and Sara for the peaceful practice of their faith”.

Christian prisoner of conscience’s Nowruz poem

Christian prisoner of conscience’s Nowruz poem

Iranian Christian prisoner of conscience Nasser Navard Gol-Tapeh has written a poem on the occasion of the Persian New Year, or Nowruz.

Nasser, who is 59 years old, is serving a 10-year prison sentence in Tehran’s Evin Prison because of his membership of a house-church, for which he was convicted in July 2017 of “acting against national security”.

He has been in prison since January 2018.

Here is his poem, written on Friday, 19 March, from Evin:

“Be my guide, O Christ, in captivity;

Do not turn away from me,

So that the roaring waves of captivity do not wash me away.

May I whisper Your name to the turbulent waves of captivity,

And may this name open doors.

Who does not rejoice in watching the sunrise?

You are the perfect light, 

Like your Father in the heavens.

You called us;

You brought us fresh wine.

Your word is sweet to listening ears,

But it has no place in emotionally empty souls;

It resides in the hearts of those who love you passionately.

Your burden, O Christ

Is light for anyone who carries it.

Oh how much you love mankind;

Oh how pleasant you are!

When I think of your love,

Fear turns away from me.

Whenever I want to worship you,

I do not know how to express my joy.

When I am seeking you,

Within my heart, I find you;

The rest that you give me!

Maybe I will also be worthy to hear your call;

How beautiful is your praise on my lips!

Dear ones, the ship of Christ has anchored;

Its load is eternal crowns,

And its captain is Christ.

Anchored for us to embark on it,

He accepts the heavy laden.

Beloved Christ,

Cleanse me with hyssop too, 

So that I can cross your boundless sea,

And this year may be a new year, 

When all the faithful and the saved rejoice and worship in your lifeboat.”

Happy New Year, and happy Nowruz to all the saints in Christ.

Nasser Navard Gol-Tapeh,
Evin Prison
‘The worst thing that can happen for a prisoner is that feeling of being forgotten’

‘The worst thing that can happen for a prisoner is that feeling of being forgotten’

Among the many challenges Iranian Christians face following arrest are the various cunning techniques used by interrogators in an attempt to sow seeds of distrust between them and their fellow house-church members. Many former prisoners have also described being placed under immense psychological pressure – including through the use of “white torture” – to divulge information about their Christian activities, as well as those of others. As a result, the more experienced detainees have learnt how to share only information that is unlikely to be used against them or others.

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Even today, suspicion follows Hassan*.

It’s been years since his acquittal from a long prison sentence, and some still question how he was able to escape. 

Was it by divulging information about the activities of the house-church network of which he was a part? 

Was he a spy of Iran’s Ministry of Intelligence all along?

To these questions, Hassan has this response:

“I was in prison for nearly a year. I was under persecution. I was in a hard situation that I couldn’t contain. If I was a spy, a few months would be enough! If I was a spy, why should I have been sentenced to years in prison in the first place?” 

Yet ever since Hassan’s first arrest, more than a decade ago, suspicion has been hanging over him.

In the years since, Hassan has faced rejection from friends, church members, church leaders, and even from some international Christian agencies.

He says “the feeling of being rejected by your brothers” has been “heartbreaking”.

“You’re serving God faithfully, in your opinion. I don’t say I was perfect, but I was trying my best to be faithful to the Lord. And then your brothers accuse you and reject you, and bring persecution.” 

And whatever led to the suspicions in the first place, there is surely little that could bring more pleasure to the Iranian authorities than sowing distrust among the mushrooming house-church networks it has otherwise struggled to contain – whether founded or unfounded.

Indeed, when Hassan recalls his initial arrest, he says it was a clear tactic of the intelligence agents – “to give the feeling that somebody among you was one of them and leaked information to them”.

During one interrogation session, Hassan recalls being brought the typed text of a recent telephone conversation he’d had with a fellow convert.

“They read it for me and said, ‘This guy, he is one of our intelligence service spies. He leaked information.’ He read that: ‘I called Hassan and I said, “Where are you?” And Hassan laughed and said “I’m on the way”.’

“I understood that they listen to your phone calls, and they write it down. And they try to make us paranoid.”

If that was their intention, it certainly worked.

When Hassan was arrested a second time a few years later, he says some international Christian media decided not to publicise his case because of the doubts surrounding him.

“Why? Because from the beginning, they decided to believe Hassan was the spy. So they didn’t cover any news about me.”

Eventually Hassan’s case was reported, but only, he says, after some fellow Christian prisoners spoke out in his defence.

“There are still rumours among some Christian leaders that Hassan is a spy,” he says. “Or maybe the intensity of it has decreased, but some still decided to believe that even though Hassan is not a spy, he leaked information during interrogation.”

This last part, Hassan admits, is at least partially true.

“I had to tell them something,” he explains. “Because they already knew some stories, and I had to show them that ‘I’m telling you the truth’.”

So when Hassan was asked who had participated with him in his Christian activities, he gave them a name. But Hassan stresses that “the intelligence service already knew that he was with me”.

“So this kind of safe information that they already knew, these kinds of things, I gave just to show them that I’m ‘telling the truth’,” he says.

“Every five days they were interrogating me. And during these days, I was making up stories for myself, just to give them a safe account of what I did in my ministry. 

“I had to come up with a story, and I had to never forget the story. So, during these five days, I was repeating it to myself.”

When, eventually, the intelligence agents discovered Bibles and lots of other Christian literature that Hassan had hidden in his flat, he says he was “heartbroken”.

“They said, ‘Why didn’t you tell us that you had these books?’ And I said, ‘Because in the stories, the news, I’ve heard that you are burning these books. And because of that, because it’s the book of my faith, I didn’t want it to be burned’.”

Hassan and his wife fled Iran a year after his release from prison. He says they tried to flee just a month after his acquittal, but that at the border he was told there was a mark against his name saying that if he left it would “threaten national security”.

Six months later they tried again, without success, but eventually they managed to flee over the mountains to Turkey.

Years later, Hassan says he is doing “really good”, even if he still bears “some of the effects” of prison.

Hassan shares that during his time in prison he suffered daily panic attacks – “I woke up with a huge anxiety; I was shaking in my body.”

He says that even though he had been a Christian for years before his incarceration, his faith was severely tested.

“There were only two books that they allowed me to read, besides the Quran. And these two books were published in Qom, against Christianity.

“Every single day, I had to preach to myself all day long, just to prove to myself that I’m right, my faith is right.

“By midnight, I was a Christian and I could write encouraging letters to the believers outside prison, as their pastor. But then the next day, when I woke up, I’d wake up with huge anxiety again, and I’d have to preach to myself – who is Jesus, and why is Jesus right.”

Hassan says he still struggled with occasional panic attacks even for years after his release, but that over time he learned to understand the reason for them, and also for his other faith struggles. 

He says he is especially thankful for a Skype call he had with an American pastor:

“I had my eyes closed and he told me, ‘Picture the cell that you were in.’ I saw it. And he said, ‘Try to see Jesus.’ And in that moment I found Jesus beside me, crying with me. When I was crying out, ‘Where are you, Jesus?’, he was crying with me. And something was broken in that moment.

“I’d felt rejection, huge rejection, from my fellow believers. You know, the worst thing that can happen for a prisoner is that feeling of being forgotten. Because there’s a huge, strong sense that tells you are alone, so if there is something that can bring joy and hope and strength to a prisoner, it’s to feel that he’s not forgotten, and there are somewhere else people praying for them and thinking about them, doing something for them to be released.

“So just feeling rejection from all those people, in that moment, during the Skype meeting, I felt Jesus being with me, grieving. And actually, I was feeling rejection from Jesus. I was feeling that Jesus abandoned me. And I remember that after I left Iran I found myself trying to forgive Jesus, and I’m sure it’s wrong; it sounds kind of weird. But I just needed to tell Jesus, ‘I forgive you,’ because I felt he abandoned me. I’m not telling you he abandoned me. But I felt deep rejection from Jesus.

“But during that Skype call, the pastor made a strong statement that set me free from those panic attacks and the condemnation I felt. He said: ‘The faith giver is the faith keeper.’ And I deeply felt the closeness and faithfulness of Jesus towards me – and that even if some rejected me, and decided not to believe me, Jesus never had a second thought towards me. He was always there for me.”


* Not his real name.

For Iranian Christian refugees, limbo in Turkey can lead to danger

For Iranian Christian refugees, limbo in Turkey can lead to danger

This article was written by Mindy Belz, senior editor at WORLD Magazine. It was first published on the WORLD website on 11 March, under the headline “Waiting in a risky place”, and is reproduced here with kind permission.


Waiting in a risky place
Asylum-seekers wait behind razor wire in a buffer zone between border gates in March 2020 as they seek to leave Turkey and enter Greece. (Onur Coban/Anadolu Agency/Getty Images)

Esmaeil Falahati is no stranger to police raids. Plainclothes intelligence agents arrested the Muslim convert to Christianity in 2015 while he was leading a house-church service in Iran in the garden of a fellow believer. The agents flattened to the ground the home’s owner and put a gun to his throat. They arrested Esmaeil and five others, searching his home and seizing his Bibles and other belongings.

For five years now, Esmaeil has lived as a refugee with his family in Turkey. They have settled into a residential apartment building in an ancient city outside Ankara. But they thought of it as a safe haven, not where Esmaeil expected to be arrested again by security officers.

Turkey throughout the winter months has been under a strict coronavirus lockdown, with dusk-to-dawn curfews nationwide, plus restrictions by age: Older residents are permitted outdoors only during morning hours, while those under age 20 may be outdoors in specified afternoon hours. Only grocery stores and essential businesses have been allowed to open with limits on public transport and gatherings.

Esmaeil, a 41-year-old who is part of a Farsi-speaking church operated by the International Protestant Church of Ankara, was spending most of his time at home with his family when immigration officers summoned him to appear before them and bring his family on 25 January. 

When he showed up at the immigration office with his wife Sara and two children—a 12-year-old son and six-year-old daughter—security officers arrested the whole family on the spot. The officers told Esmaeil his family would be deported. Esmaeil protested. He’d received no deportation letter, and he knew the sudden roundup was against Turkish law and international treaties. 

After two hours of wrangling and paperwork, the officers transported the family to one of dozens of migrant detention centres scattered throughout Turkey. Esmaeil’s children perhaps comprehended more from the tense discussion than their parents because they know Turkish better, and they began to cry. They were entering a camp for deportation processing, to be sent back to Iran, where their father would likely face more time in prison, or maybe even death.

Esmaeil Falahati in Turkey (Photo by Farivar Hamzeyi)

THE TURKISH government is the reluctant but opportunistic caretaker to the largest concentration of refugees in the world. More than 3.6 million people fleeing their own countries in search of asylum now live within Turkey’s borders. Esmaeil’s case shows how the fates of individual asylum-seekers—often Christians—have become subject to Turkish officials sometimes unsympathetic with their plight. More broadly, cases like his illustrate the repercussions of the United States and European Union largely closing their borders to refugees seeking safe harbour.

The rise of Islamic terror groups, wars in neighbouring countries, and a strategic location straddling Asia and Europe all make Turkey a likely first stopping point to seek asylum. That’s particularly true for fleeing Syrians, Afghans, Iraqis, North Africans, and Iranians like Esmaeil. 

After Iranian agents arrested Esmaeil in 2015, officials charged him and others attending the garden service with “propaganda against the regime” and disrupting public security. Authorities sent him to Evin Prison, the well-known compound for political prisoners outside Tehran. For 33 days they held him in solitary confinement in Ward 209, a shadow ward within Evin that Iran’s intelligence ministry runs off the books, where many Christians have been jailed and many have disappeared. After a month, though, Esmaeil went free after posting bail set at $25,000. He and his family, along with other relatives, fled the country after his interrogators told him he would be harmed “in an irreversible way”. After he departed, the Revolutionary Court in Tehran sentenced Esmaeil “for taking action against national security”, a sentence that still hangs over him.

Reaching Turkey, Esmaeil followed the formal guidelines to request asylum for his family through the UN Refugee Agency (UNHCR). But in 2018 the agency turned over all refugee vetting to Turkish immigration authorities. The processing, say lawyers and advocates I spoke to, has been uneven and opaque ever since. 

Local officers now handling cases like his look unfavourably on a Muslim convert to Christianity. His filings to be resettled in another country had gone nowhere, until he received notice he might be deported. 

En route to the camp, Esmaeil phoned relatives and friends who work in Turkey, asking them to pray for his family. At the detention centre, the family went through processing, including health checkups at the camp’s hospital. Then officials served Esmaeil and his wife deportation papers. They told them to sign the papers, which they did. Esmaeil explained they signed the documents to show they were challenging the deportation, and feared they could be deported without documents if they refused. Still, they worried a forced departure was imminent. The children, he said, were distraught, afraid of being separated from their parents.

Esmaeil and Sarah Falahati with their two children, Daniel and Hannah (Photo by Farivar Hamzeyi)

The next thing that happened, Esmaeil told me, was “a miracle”. An argument broke out among the officers about what to do with the family. When it ended, they ordered Esmaeil, with his stack of papers in hand, to take his family and return to his home in Turkey.

“Being released so soon was good news for all of us,” said Salih Efe, the lawyer representing Esmaeil in filing an appeal to the deportation orders. But his file “was closed based on some strange procedural rules”. The appeals process stops imminent removal. 

The family’s release has not ended their ordeal. Esmaeil continues to work with the community of Iranian Christians living in Ankara and elsewhere through the International Protestant Church. Every day, the prospect of being sent back to Iran weighs on him. His travels now even inside Turkey are restricted and monitored. He has to report to authorities regularly, and if he is stopped without identity papers, officials could deport him immediately. 

“There are many refugees in Turkey who face a similar situation,” Esmaeil told me by phone, “A lot of refugees have called to say, ‘We are all afraid. If they are treating you this way, then how might they treat us?’”

“The vast majority of refugees in recent years, 85 per cent, are hosted in developing regions and countries ill-equipped to handle them.”

THE 1951 REFUGEE Convention forms the legal foundation for protecting refugees. It established under international law the non-refoulement principle—that governments should not return refugees to countries where they face serious threats to life or freedom.

Working in the aftermath of World War II, the UN established its own agency under the convention (ratified by 145 countries) to register asylum-seekers in the first country outside their own that they reach. It’s up to individual nations to accept refugees and establish their own protocols for who qualifies for admission. 

Turkey has ratified the convention, but as its refugee crisis mounted, it resisted working with the UN, first blocking international access to refugee camps then refusing to cooperate in processing resettlement claims. President Recep Tayyip Erdogan repeatedly demands funding and other concessions to manage refugees, threatening to release them to Europe, most recently as the COVID-19 crisis began a year ago.

As tensions mounted, the UNHCR in 2018 passed responsibility for vetting asylum-seekers to Turkey. Determining the status of cases like Esmaeil’s became the responsibility of local Turkish immigration authorities. Once deportation notices are issued, the only recourse a refugee has is to hire a lawyer and file a claim in court. 

“It’s really left up to the individual handling each case for personal assessment, even sometimes to the interpreter in each case,” said Rob Duncan, regional manager of Middle East Concern, a Christian advocacy group. “Lawyers say they are seeing immigration authorities rejecting 90 per cent of cases. They are not looking at the validity but responding on a personal basis.”

Mr Duncan said his group is tracking multiple cases like Esmaeil’s. Some end up with good outcomes, he said, but not all. There’s also a growing indication of cooperation between Turkish and Iranian intelligence officials, he said. The Iran regime’s harassment of Iranians who already have fled the country was highlighted by a UN representative along with other monitors at last year’s UN Human Rights Council gathering in Geneva.

“I want to come out of this dark tunnel and go somewhere safe,” said Esmaeil. “Turkey is not safe for me. Those who are ministers of the Lord here are not wanted.”

Akcakale tent camp in Turkey. (Mehmet Kacmaz/NarPhotos/Redux)

OF 80 MILLION people displaced from their homes worldwide, 1.4 million are classified by the UN as in “urgent need” of resettlement. 

Those cases should be prioritised, said Chris Boian, spokesman for the UNHCR. They include someone like Esmaeil, who has a demonstrated risk of imprisonment for his beliefs if he returns to Tehran, and now faces threats in Turkey.

The reality, though, said Mr Boian, is “there are far more refugees in the world at this moment who need resettlement than there are places being made available for them”.

European countries began turning away refugees soon after a migrant crisis—sparked largely by war in Syria—drove more than 1.3 million refugees to EU countries in 2015. By March 2016 the EU reached an agreement with Turkey aimed at stopping the flow. 

The Europeans agreed to pay Turkey millions of dollars in aid in exchange for its pledge to halt “irregular” migrants taking dangerous boat journeys to Greece. And it paid $3 billion toward Turkey building detention centres and camps like the one where the Falahati family was detained.

The 2016 agreement fundamentally reshaped refugee resettlement. Just 10 months later, President Donald Trump suspended refugee resettlement to the United States. 

Both moves—made in response to fears that refugees posed economic and terrorist threats—left refugees in limbo in places like Turkey. The Istanbul Bar Association says it has received hundreds of complaints from Syrian refugees forced, like Esmaeil, to sign deportation papers.

“The vast majority of refugees in recent years, 85 per cent, are hosted in developing regions and countries ill-equipped to handle them,” said Elizabeth Neumann, assistant secretary for Threat Prevention and Security Policy at the Department of Homeland Security (DHS) in the Trump administration. 

Ms Neumann left DHS in 2020 because of what she describes as flaws in the Trump administration’s approach to refugees. She told a US Commission on International Religious Freedom (USCIRF) hearing on 10 February that secure processing and resettlement of refugees is crucial to global stability and US national security. 

“Despite recent rhetoric, refugees are the most thoroughly vetted individuals who come to the United States, but we have to move faster,” Ms Neumann said at the hearing. “The sometimes decade-long wait for resettlement is not only inhumane, but it increases an individual’s susceptibility to being radicalised.”

A refugee camp site in Nizip district of Gaziantep, southeastern Turkey. (Elif Kizil/Anadolu Agency/Getty Images)

Starting with a 4 February executive order overturning many of Trump’s halts to refugee processing, the Biden administration has pledged to rebuild and expand the US programme. That includes enhanced vetting and fraud detection for individuals, along with broadening ties to communities, many of them church-based networks, that work with resettlement agencies.

Biden plans to “significantly increase” refugee resettlement in the United States over the next four years, and in February announced he would raise the refugee cap to 62,500 for the current fiscal year. That is still below the historic average of 95,000 per year, but it far surpasses the 11,814 refugees the Trump administration admitted in fiscal year 2020, a record low. Biden plans to raise the cap to 125,000 by 2022.

Biden will need Congress to approve those annual limits, along with the federal funding needed to expand the programme. Under Trump, more than one-third of US refugee resettlement offices closed, with hundreds of workers let go.

Persecuted religious minorities, meanwhile, have suffered from the US drop in resettlement, according to a report released last year by World Relief and Open Doors. Fewer than 950 Christians from 50 countries ranked for severe persecution were granted admission into the United States during the first six months of 2020—a 90 per cent drop from five years ago.

Those declines leave many in the same predicament as Esmaeil. Over time, Biden’s refugee policy announcement could help to open doors for him and others not only in the United States but in other countries who follow its lead, said UNHCR spokesman Chris Boian. “Those refugees already vetted by the US government will benefit in big ways, but addressing the refugee situation around the world is no single country’s responsibility.”

For now, refugees in Turkey fear no one is looking out for them outside Turkey. Esmaeil believes the UNHCR “has no concern for our case”, and Middle East Concern’s Rob Duncan said refugees fear the “UNHCR has more or less given up monitoring cases in Turkey”.

Chris Boian and others at the UNHCR did not respond to a question about whether they continue to monitor refugees in Turkey who are registered with the agency.

For Esmaeil’s children, the trip to the detention camp was traumatising, refreshing memories of their father being seized in Iran. His son has been locking the doors at their house before going to sleep, and his daughter has wet herself several times since the January incident.

COVID-19 restrictions are compounding Turkey’s own shutdown of refugee processing. Embassies in Turkey aren’t processing asylum claims, and consular services are restricted. Two church organisations in Turkey have written letters endorsing the family’s court claims, but Esmaeil knows it will require patience to resolve his status through the courts. 

A month after his family’s brief detention, I asked him how he felt about his future. It’s natural to worry, he responded, “but worries and stress can make us slow and cold and faithless. I can say I have worries, but what rules in me is the goodness of God, is hope in Jesus Christ, is knowing that the Lord wants what’s best for us—even if the results are scary, hard, and what I and my family don’t want.”

His refugee status does not allow him to work apart from ministry in the Ankara church, and his family has no income apart from donations. “We don’t have the power to do anything for ourselves,” he said. “We hope and pray and wait for the Lord to make a way for us.”


Esmaeil Falahati: In his own words

I am Esmaeil Falahati. I was born in Tehran, Iran. My father was a teacher, and my mother had home duties. I was the only son, and I have four sisters. My family was somewhat religious, but not strictly observant. We followed Shi’a Islam, but were not very strict. The five of us children were taught the main requirements of obedience to Islam, and two of my sisters later became more devoted.

Esmaeil Falahati (Photo by Farivar Hamzeyi)

I received a diploma in electronics and used to have an electronics shop. I was involved in competitive bodybuilding, and took drugs and dietary supplements that damaged my liver. I was very ill for a long time and lost a lot of weight. I had to close the electronics shop and stayed home for a year due to sickness. I was also diagnosed with clinical depression.

In the summer of 2002 as I was about to be hospitalised, one of my former customers asked for my help. She asked me what had happened, and I began to explain. She said I looked like I was dying, and I needed to be brought back to life. She told me she was a Christian and shared the gospel with me. She explained that I need to accept God’s free gift of forgiveness and His salvation. She said God has shown His love for me in Christ’s death on the cross. I said I was not a sinner and did not need to repent. I argued with her and told her I was OK.

But in the hospital under psychiatric treatment, I could see my situation getting worse. I had terrible nightmares. Night after night I saw myself naked in my dreams, and many people were looking at and mocking me because I had no clothes. I contacted the Christian woman again. She invited me to church. 

It was a Christmas service. I prayed to Jesus and said, “Jesus, if you are real, heal me and give me life. If you are the Son of God, bring me back to life or kill me.” Then I went home.

For a while I had no more contact with that woman, but my terrible nightmares stopped. My hatred left me, and I was filled with love for my family and others around me. I was changed. I was able to restart my business and my customers came back. I got my life back. It felt like all the lights had been switched on after being in darkness for a long time. 

I was in awe of the power of God and decided to give my life to Jesus as my Lord and Saviour. I knew this meant that I was choosing to reject Islam, my inherited religion. At 3am I called the Christian woman who had witnessed to me and told her I wanted to join her church. I began to attend the Assemblies of God Jama’at-e Rabbani Church in Tehran. 

When my family found out that I had become a Christian, my father told me to leave home. He said I could accept anything except Jesus. Three years later, one of my sisters, a strict follower of Islam, gave her life to Jesus after having dreams about Him. She was the first of the members of my family to follow me into the Christian faith. Three of my four sisters and my mother became Christians. My mother has since passed away. My father has also passed away, and I believe he accepted Christ as his Saviour and Lord before he died.

But I needed to learn more about Jesus, so I started studying Christian theology at a Bible institute from 2002 to 2005. I was baptised in October 2005. I was serving young people at a house-church when I met my wife and we got married. Now we have been married for 15 years and we have two children.

After our marriage, my wife and I started teaching full-time at house-churches in Iran. I became a house-church leader. This was from 2006 to 2015. I was responsible for many disciples. 

On 7 August 2015, we were praying in a garden of a home in western Tehran: I was with my family and also 30 other believers. Suddenly we were attacked by plainclothes men from the Islamic Revolutionary Guards Corps (IRGC). We were all arrested and questioned for three hours. Our house was searched, our Bibles and other Christian items were seized. I, together with the owner of the garden and two other older believers, were transferred to Evin Prison where I spent 33 days in solitary confinement. I was tortured and questioned about my Christian activities and Bible preaching. In prison I did not betray any of my Christian contacts. Almost all of our fellow believers cut off contact with me and my wife. They were afraid.

While I was in prison, my family was questioned and subjected to incredible pressure to provide evidence against me. During my 33 days in prison, I lost 35 kilos (77 pounds) and suffered many physical problems, such as bleeding, a urinary infection, and a tooth infection.

Forty days after being released from prison I fled to Armenia and about one month later came to Turkey. We felt very isolated and alone. All of those who had been with me in the garden at the time of arrest had cut themselves off from me. It took me about eight months to recover mentally and physically from the time in prison. 

In Turkey I got to know an Iranian-Canadian pastor who was in charge of the Persian language department of a foreign university. My wife and I studied Christian theology and apologetics there for one year. It was as if the Lord was reviving us for a new season in our lives. 

I was able to reconnect with believers back in Iran. Seeing that Jesus was being glorified again in my life and through my faith in prison encouraged those who had abandoned me. Like the Great Shepherd Jesus, with open arms I accepted back the flock which was being entrusted to me again. Their numbers in Iran were increasing every day. Underground services in Iran began again through Skype and later through Zoom. 

When I was released from prison in Iran, at first I thought that my ministry was over. The authorities took from us our lives, business, and our money. They made us flee from our country. But Jesus had a greater plan for me: a wider service and a deeper knowledge of His grace.

Iranian Christian convert with Parkinson’s disease faces prison

Iranian Christian convert with Parkinson’s disease faces prison

An Iranian Christian convert with advanced Parkinson’s disease and his wife have been told to expect a summons any day to begin their prison sentences for belonging to a house-church.

Homayoun Zhaveh, who is 62, and his wife Sara Ahmadi, 42, were sentenced in November 2020 to two and 11 years in prison, respectively, for membership and leadership of the church, though their case has not been made public until now.

Sara was in fact given two prison sentences – of eight years for leadership of the church, and three years for membership. They were also banned from foreign travel or membership of any social or political group for two years after their release, and given six months’ community service at a centre for the mentally disabled.

Their appeals were rejected in December 2020, and on Sunday, 14 March, Sara and Homayoun were informed that their case has been forwarded on to the government body responsible for enforcing judgments, which may therefore summon them at any moment.

Details of case

Homayoun and Sara were arrested by agents from Iran’s Ministry of Intelligence in June 2019 as they holidayed with several other Christian families in the city of Amol, near the Caspian Sea.

The other Christians were also questioned, but only Homayoun and Sara were detained – first in Sari, near Amol, and then in the notorious Evin Prison back in their home city of Tehran.

Homayoun was released a month later, but Sara was held for a total of 67 days, including 33 days in solitary confinement – mostly within the Intelligence Ministry’s Ward 209 – during which time she was subjected to extreme psychological torture.

Their sentences were pronounced by Judge Iman Afshari on 14 November 2020, following a hearing three days earlier at Branch 26 of the Revolutionary Court in Tehran.

On 30 December 2020, appeal-court judge Ahmad Zargar upheld the sentences, but ruled that Sara must serve only the longer sentence of eight years and not also the three-year sentence. (Judge Zargar was enforcing a legal norm in Iran whereby if a person faces two charges of a similar nature, for the same action, only the one with the higher penalty stands.)

The couple’s lawyer had argued in his appeal that the law was “unclear” on how meeting as a group of Christians could be construed as membership of an “illegal organisation”.

“My clients have always insisted that they haven’t engaged in any actions against national security, nor do they harbour any animosity or hostility towards the government,” the lawyer stated, before adding that Homayoun’s condition would prevent him from partaking in any anti-security actions, even were he to wish to do so.

Instead, the 62-year-old now faces years in prison – and during a global pandemic in which individuals of his age and condition have been proven to be at the greatest risk.

Neither Homayoun nor Sara have as yet been offered a Covid-19 vaccine.

Article18’s advocacy director, Mansour Borji, gave this reaction: “To hand down a prison sentence to a man of Homayoun’s age, suffering with advanced Parkinson’s – and only because of his membership of a house-church – would be shocking were it not for Iran’s proven track record of systematically persecuting Persian-speaking Christians, regardless of their age, health, or any other reasonable considerations.

“We call on Iran to immediately reverse its decision, and to stop persecuting Christian converts like Homayoun and Sara for the peaceful practice of their faith.”

Article18 calls for renewal of mandate of UN rapporteur on human rights in Iran

Article18 calls for renewal of mandate of UN rapporteur on human rights in Iran

Article18 has joined 38 other rights groups in calling for the renewal of the mandate of the UN’s special rapporteur on human rights in Iran, Javaid Rehman.

The renewal of Mr Rehman’s mandate is set to be voted upon at the 46th session of the UN Human Rights Council, where he presented his latest report earlier this week.

In a joint letter sent today to all member states of the Council, we say the renewal of the mandate by at least another year is “essential in light of the persistence of widespread and systematic violations of human rights committed by Iranian authorities with total impunity”. 

Our letter goes on to detail the myriad ways in which the Iranian authorities fail to comply with their international rights obligations, including continuing “systematic violation” of freedom of religion or belief.

Christian converts are among the Iranian religious minorities facing “discrimination and persecution for expressing or practising their faith or beliefs”, the letter notes.

Our letter details how the Iranian authorities continue to “routinely arbitrarily arrest, detain and sentence individuals to prison terms and flogging for the exercise of their rights to freedom of expression, association and peaceful assembly”.

Article18 reported last year how two Christian converts, Mohammad Reza (Youhan) Omidi and Zaman (Saheb) Fadaie, were given 80 lashes each for drinking wine as part of the traditional Christian ritual of Holy Communion.

The letter notes how the UN’s Working Group on Arbitrary Detention “raised alarm at a ‘familiar pattern of arrest and detention that does not comply with international norms’”.

Last month, Article18 reported how this same working group had found Iran guilty of arbitrarily detaining Christian convert and pastor Yousef Nadarkhani.

The letter also highlights how Iran continues to “systematically violate” fair-trial provisions including through “incommunicado detention”, such as that of Christian convert Fatemeh (Mary) Mohammadi, who was held incommunicado for a month after participating in protests following the downing of Ukrainian passenger plane PS752 and subjected to shocking abuse, including having to remove her clothes and perform naked sit-ups as prison officers watched.

The UN’s special rapporteur on extrajudicial, summary or arbitrary executions recently condemned Iran for its “multiple human rights violations” in the downing of PS752 and response to subsequent protests, including how “hundreds of individuals were arrested and subjected to physical and psychological torture and ill-treatment … for the purpose of extracting confessions, with families denied information about the individual’s fate and whereabouts in some cases”.

Our letter also highlights the concerning new provisions to the Penal Code, which we say “further criminalise the exercise of the rights to freedom of expression, religion or belief”. 

Article18 noted last month how the two amended articles of the penal code – articles 499 and 500, relating respectively to membership or organisation of “anti-security groups”, and “propaganda” against the state or in support of opposition groups – were used in the prosecutions of every one of the more than 20 Christians currently in prison on charges related to their peaceful religious activity.

Our other observations include:

  • That Iran remains second only to China in the number of executions carried out each year.

  • That there is pervasive discrimination against women and girls in Iran, as well as persons belonging to ethnic, religious or linguistic minorities, or those identifying as lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender (LGBT).

  • That violent crackdowns on protests have become intertwined with the imposition of Internet shutdowns or disruptions in recent years.

  • That the authorities continue to fail to investigate and prosecute crimes and human rights violations committed in the context of the violent repression of the nationwide protests of November 2019.
  • That there is entrenched discrimination against ethnic minorities in Iran, including Ahwazi Arabs, Azerbaijani Turks, Baluchis, Kurds and Turkmen.

  • That conditions in many prisons and detention facilities in Iran are cruel and inhuman, with prisoners suffering from overcrowding, bad ventilation, lack of adequate food, poor hygiene and sanitation and inadequate access to toilet and washing facilities.

  • That despite such conditions providing a breeding ground for infectious diseases, Iranian authorities have failed to adequately resource prisons to control the spread of Covid-19 and treat infected prisoners, and excluded prisoners of conscience, including Christians, from temporary releases or pardons announced to mitigate the spread of COVID-19, and deliberately denied them access to adequate health care. 

It is in light of these observations, we say, that Mr Rehman’s mandate “continues to be critical” in monitoring, documenting and reporting to the Human Rights Council on “steps taken by Iran to uphold its human rights obligations or of its failure to take such measures”. 

We say the rapporteur’s mandate “draws the attention” of the Human Rights Council “to the voices of victims”, while his findings and recommendations “steer and inform the efforts of UN bodies and member states to encourage Iran’s authorities to undertake long overdue human rights reforms and hold them to account for human rights violations”.

“It is essential to engage with Iranian authorities on issues of concern,” we say, “and to make potentially life-saving urgent appeals and other communications.”

The letter concludes by calling on the UN members states to support the renewal of the mandate, “to press Iran to give unfettered access to the Special Rapporteur”, and to “voice concern at the dire situation of human rights in Iran and send a strong message to the Iranian authorities that the cycle of impunity must be broken, and that members of the Human Rights Council expect without delay the adoption of long-overdue human rights reforms and tangible improvements to the human rights situation in the country”.


You can read the full letter and see the list of signatories here.

UK ambassador calls on Iran to end persecution of Christian converts

UK ambassador calls on Iran to end persecution of Christian converts

The UK’s permanent representative to the UN has called on Iran to end its “persistent” discrimination and persecution of religious minorities, “particularly the Baha’i and Christian converts”.

Julian Braithwaite was speaking as part of a 9 March interactive dialogue with the UN’s special rapporteur on human rights in Iran, Javaid Rehman, who was presenting his latest report

Mr Rehman’s report, released ahead of the 46th session of the Human Rights Council, called on Iran to “release all those imprisoned for exercising their right to freedom of religion or belief” and “eliminate all forms of discrimination against them”.

In his comments on 9 March, the special rapporteur said he was “disturbed” at the “harassment, arbitrary arrests and imprisonments of religious minorities” in Iran and called on UN member states “to make human rights compliance an integral element in all their bilateral dialogue with the Islamic Republic”.

He also said the international community should “continue to raise concerns publicly and privately when [rights] violations happen”. 

The UK representative was the only speaker to specifically mention the plight of Christian converts during the 9 March discussion, though Israel’s representative also named Christians among the religious minorities facing “discrimination and oppression”.

Meanwhile, the representatives of Denmark, Canada, Australia, Netherlands, Albania, New Zealand, Ireland and Czech Republic referred to the mistreatment of religious minorities, without naming Christians, and the representatives to France and the USA called on Iran to uphold religious freedom.

Several representatives also raised concerns over violations of the freedoms of opinion, expression, association, and peaceful assembly, as well as arbitrary detentions.

The UN’s Working Group on Arbitrary Detention recently ruled that the Iranian government is guilty of “arbitrarily detaining” Christian convert and pastor Yousef Nadarkhani

Article18’s partner organisation CSW, in a statement written for the 9 March session, echoed the UN working group’s call for Mr Nadakhani’s release, as well as that of his friend and fellow Christian convert Zaman (Saheb) Fadaie. Both men are serving six-year sentences in Tehran’s Evin Prison because of their involvement with house-churches.

CSW also referenced the arrest last year of at least 115 Christians, as mentioned in our joint annual report, the recent detention of Christian convert Ebrahim Firouzi, and the interrogation of 11 Christian families near Karaj, who were warned “to stop house-church activity and not to visit each other’s homes”.

“We urge Iran to ensure due process, judicial independence, and to cease equating peaceful adherence to minority faiths to national security threats,” CSW said. “We also urge Iran to ensure freedom of religion or belief for all citizens, and to end discrimination, harassment, and even persecution of religious minorities.”

Among the other comments from rights groups was a statement by Callum Birch of ARTICLE 19, an organisation that campaigns for freedom of expression, in which he accused Iran’s parliament of “launching a whole-scale attack on human rights through repressive laws” such as the recent amendments to articles 499 and 500 of the Penal Code, which he said “effectively criminalise the right to freedom of expression and religion or belief”. 

As Article18 reported last month, every one of the Christians currently in prison on charges related to their peaceful religious activity were prosecuted under either or both of Article 499 or 500, which relate respectively to membership or organisation of “anti-security groups”, and “propaganda” against the state or in support of opposition groups.

Karen Wright of the British Humanist Association also welcomed Mr Rehman’s recommendations to “protect the rights of all persons belonging to ethnic, religious and sexual minorities, eliminate all forms of discrimination against them, and release all those imprisoned for exercising their right to freedom of religion or belief”, and said Iran was violating its own constitution by sentencing people to death for apostasy and blasphemy.

Honouring the Iranian Christian women persecuted for their faith

Honouring the Iranian Christian women persecuted for their faith

Clockwise from top-left: Aylar Bakhtari, Maryam Falahi, Mahrokh Ghanbari, Mary Mohammadi, Shamiram Issavi, Marjan Falahi, Malihe Nazari, Sonya Sadegh, Masoumeh Ghasemi, Fatemeh Talebi

On International Women’s Day, we honour the Christian women who have been arrested, charged or imprisoned over the past 12 months in Iran as a result of their faith or religious activities.

This article highlights just 12 such women, but this is by no means an exhaustive list, nor does it include all the women whose husbands are currently serving prison sentences as a result of their faith and are thereby deprived of support in looking after their homes and children.

Mahrokh

Christian convert Rokhsareh (Mahrokh) Ghanbari was released from prison in March 2020 after serving four months of her one-year sentence for “propaganda against the regime”.

Before going to prison, she recorded a short video message in which she said she had been arrested by agents from Iran’s Ministry of Intelligence “for the crime of believing in Jesus Christ”.

During her trial, the judge was very rude and tried to humiliate Mahrokh after she disagreed with him. She was also forced to visit an Islamic cleric to receive religious “instruction” and be offered the chance to revert to Islam.

Aylar

Fellow convert Fatemeh (Aylar) Bakhtari was also released from prison in March 2020 after serving a little over half of her one-year sentence for “propaganda against the regime” – a charge related to her membership of a house-church.

Before going to prison, Aylar said the prospect of a jail sentence was not as frightening as the two-year ban she was also given from all social activities following her release – meaning she is unable to attend any group meeting of more than two people, effectively cutting her off from gathering with other Christians.

During her trial, the judges pressured Aylar to recant her faith and told her that if she did the charges against her would be dropped. 

Mary

Christian convert Fatemeh (Mary) Mohammadi, who has already spent six months in prison because of her membership of a house-church, was given a new suspended sentence of three months in prison and 10 lashes in April 2020 because of her participation in a protest following the downing of Ukrainian passenger plane PS752. 

After her January 2020 arrest Mary was held incommunicado for a month and subjected to shocking abuse, including having to remove her clothes and perform naked sit-ups as prison officers watched.

During the trial the judge questioned her about her religious views, even though the charges – of “disturbing public order by participating in an illegal rally” – were unrelated to her faith.

Sonya & Masoumeh

Somayeh (Sonya) Sadegh was one of five Christian converts arrested in June 2020 during a raid on her house-church in Tehran.

Her mother, Masoumeh Ghasemi, was arrested the following day after going to Evin Prison to enquire about her daughter.

Both women were released on bail a week later after submitting title deeds to cover their combined bail amount of 800 million tomans (around $40,000). 

Malihe

Christian convert Malihe Nazari was detained for over two months following her arrest in June 2020, as part of the coordinated raids on Christian homes and house-churches that also led to Sonya’s arrest.

Malihe was initially told she must pay 3 billion tomans for bail ($150,000), but the sum was later reduced, leading to her release on 5 September.

Malihe is married with two sons aged 23 and 16, and her eldest son has been battling with cancer for the past three years.

Maryam, Marjan & Fatemeh

In 2020, Maryam Falahi was fined, banned for life from working at any national institution, and lost custody of her two-year-old adopted daughter.

Sisters Maryam and Marjan Falahi and their friend Fatemeh Talebi were among seven Christian converts given sentences in June 2020 ranging from prison and exile to work restrictions and fines.

Maryam, a nurse, was given a lifetime ban from working for any national institution, such as the hospital at which she had worked for 20 years. She was also fined 8 million tomans (around $400), while her sister Marjan was fined 6 million tomans (around $300), and Fatemeh 4 million tomans (around $200).

In a separate verdict in July 2020, a judge ruled to remove Maryam’s adoptive daughter from her care – because she and her husbands are Christians and their daughter is considered a Muslim. The verdict was upheld by an appeal court in September.

Shamiram

Iranian-Assyrian Christian Shamiram Issavi fled Iran in August 2020 with her husband Victor Bet-Tamraz, after being summoned to serve her five-year sentence for “acting against national security by establishing and managing house- churches, participating in Christian seminars abroad, and training Christian leaders in Iran for the purposes of espionage”.

Shamiram’s sentence was pronounced in January 2018, but it wasn’t until she was summoned, more than two and a half years later, that Shamiram finally learned her appeal had failed.

Her daughter, Dabrina, told Article18 the long wait and numerous scheduled and postponed court hearings had in themselves been a kind of “torture”.

Fatemeh & Simin

Christian converts Fatemeh Sharifi and Simin Soheilinia were sentenced to 10 years in prison in October 2020 for “acting against national security” by “forming an illegal evangelical Christian group”.

During their trial in June 2020, they were accused of “widespread association with missionary groups, as well as evangelical Christian groups outside the country – in Russia, Georgia, Turkey, and Armenia”.

The judge, Mohammad Moghiseh, would not listen to their defence, only citing the report of the intelligence agent and telling them: “Your actions are worthy of death! Who set this low bail amount for you, so you could be free to roam about on the streets?”

UN rapporteur condemns Iran’s treatment of PS752 protesters like Mary Mohammadi

UN rapporteur condemns Iran’s treatment of PS752 protesters like Mary Mohammadi

Agnes Callamard, UN special rapporteur on extrajudicial, summary or arbitrary executions (Photo: UN/Mark Garten)

The UN’s special rapporteur on extrajudicial, summary or arbitrary executions has condemned Iran for “multiple human rights violations” in the downing last year of Ukrainian passenger plane PS752 and response to subsequent protests.

Agnes Callamard, in a letter sent to the Iranian government on 24 December 2020 but only made public last week after Iran failed to respond within the 60-day deadline, noted that “hundreds of individuals were arrested and subjected to physical and psychological torture and ill-treatment … for the purpose of extracting confessions, with families denied information about the individual’s fate and whereabouts in some cases”.

Among those arrested in Tehran on 12 January 2020 was Christian convert and activist Fatemeh (Mary) Mohammadi, who was held incommunicado for a month and subjected to shocking abuse, including having to remove her clothes and perform naked sit-ups as prison officers watched.

The 22-year-old recently described her arrest and subsequent mistreatment in an interview with London-based website Kayhan Life:

“It was around 10pm and the riot police had scattered people, but they were still present in small groups. I was standing alone and doing nothing when I was attacked from behind without warning. I was then badly beaten by the officers while they made sexual threats.

“I was then brought in for questioning, but the police were unable to find any evidence with which to press charges, until an officer was made aware of my conversion to Christianity. Then they contacted the prosecutor’s office and shared this information. After that, the prosecutor’s office decided to open a case.”

Mary said she was given no food or water for 24 hours, despite sustaining injuries because of her violent arrest and exposure to tear and pepper gas, before she was made to endure her most traumatic and degrading abuse.

“The guards threatened to rip all my clothes off and do other things with my body if I refused to undress myself,” Mary explained. “I was also forced to sit outside in the detention yard for a long time, in extremely cold weather. They kept harassing me late into the night until I could not stand on my feet or keep my eyes open anymore.”

Mary was eventually released on bail after 46 days, then sentenced to three months in prison and 10 lashes, suspended for one year, dependent on her future conduct.

Mary Mohammadi has already spent six months in prison because of her membership of a house-church.

During the trial, the judge questioned her about her religious views, even though the charges – of “disturbing public order by participating in an illegal rally” – were entirely unrelated to her faith.

Such questioning is also a clear breach of Iran’s constitution, which states: “The investigation of individuals’ beliefs is forbidden, and no-one may be molested or taken to task simply for holding a certain belief.” 

Mary has already served six months in prison – when she was aged just 19 – because of her membership of a house-church, for which she was convicted of “actions against national security” and “propaganda against the system”.

She was then expelled from university, without explanation, on the eve of her English-language exams in December 2019.

And just last month Mary revealed that she has not been allowed back to her work as a gymnastics instructor since her arrest last year, saying it was “very clear” her employer had been pressured by intelligence agents to prevent her from returning to work.

Mary was also recently forced to return to the Vozara Detention Centre where her humiliating abuse had taken place – this time because her headscarf “wasn’t correctly adjusted”, her trousers were “too tight”, and her coat “too short” and not buttoned up.

“When I go out, I’m not really sure that I’ll be able to return to my house,” she told US-based writer Lela Gilbert following this latest detention.

“Please imagine wearing your normal clothes while you’re walking along the street, and suddenly you are arrested for it. How do you feel?” she added.

Yet despite her continued mistreatment, Mary continues to bravely speak out against rights abuses, whether of herself or others. 

In 2019, Mary launched a campaign for Christian converts like herself to be given the right to worship in a church. She titled the campaign “KHMA”, an acronym in Persian for “Church is Christians’ Right”.

Although Christians are a recognised religious minority in Iran, converts to Christianity are not recognised, and churches are closely monitored to ensure converts don’t attend, while most Persian-language services have been forcibly closed down over the past decade to further decrease the chance of converts attending.

In the wake of these restrictions and the closure of Persian-language services, underground house-churches have sprung up across the country, but though the converts who attend these gatherings engage in nothing more than ordinary Christian worship, attendees are regularly arrested and charged with “actions against national security” through membership or organisation of “hostile” groups. 

There are currently at least 20 Christian converts in Iranian prisons as a result of such charges, and two more in internal exile.

‘We opened the door and 20 intelligence agents came in’

‘We opened the door and 20 intelligence agents came in’

Maryam Rooznahani Peyhani fled her home in Iran two years ago today, on the anniversary of the raid on her Tehran house-church.

The 35-year-old convert to Christianity had been interrogated during the March 2018 raid, and had been told to expect a call from the intelligence services at any time.

With this hanging over her, and having seen the pastor of the church detained for two months, on the anniversary of the raid, she fled.

Maryam, who only became a Christian in her late 20s, had been leading a house-church in Karaj, near Tehran, for the past three years. But she also attended the other church in Tehran, where she was learning from the more experienced pastor, and it was here the raid took place.

“We met together every week, and that day we were very unlucky because all the members came,” Maryam explained. “You know, sometimes when you have meetings some of them don’t come, but on that day all of them came.

“And we were always careful not to open the door when someone comes and knocks, but on that day, two of the members went out to buy food, and we were waiting for them. So when we heard the knock, we opened the door, and 20 people came in.”

Maryam says that although she always knew something like this could happen, the intrusion still came as a “shock” and struck fear into the members, with several brought to tears.

The pastor and owner of the building were detained, while Maryam and the other attendees were interrogated and told to expect follow-up calls from the Ministry of Intelligence.

For the next year, Maryam wrestled over whether to remain in Iran or relocate to Turkey to be with her fiancé, Aziz. Eventually, she chose to leave.

She said her final year in Iran was a “very tough time for me, because we didn’t have the regular fellowships that we had in the past”. 

Following the raid on the church, when Maryam was the second to be interrogated after her pastor, she said she had decided to stop the regular meetings in Karaj, and instead made infrequent home visits to members.

“I was down, spiritually,” she said. “Even though I could go to Karaj once a month, to encourage them, have some fellowship with them, but because it wasn’t regular and was full of fear and anxiety, so really we couldn’t have normal fellowship. That’s why I was very down, spiritually. I was very tired. When I decided to come out, I was really anxious about my family and about the big unknown in front of me that I didn’t know what will happen next.”

Maryam has now resettled in a city near Istanbul, where she has joined a thriving church full of fellow converts and got married in June 2019.

Maryam’s mother joined her for her first two weeks in Turkey, but then had to fly home and missed the wedding. However, she was able to return in August 2019 as the couple marked their union with a party.

And Maryam says she’s been grateful for the “many miracles” she’s already seen in her new life in Turkey, such as her desired city being designated her official new place of residence, “without any questions” – something she says was a 50-50 decision.

She’s also started serving at her new church, and says she now feels at peace with her decision.

“When I came to the church, during worship time, God took off all the burdens from me, and I felt the presence of God and I was just free,” Maryam said. “And from that moment on, I haven’t missed Iran. I don’t miss my former situation. I just feel peace, the shalom of God in my heart.”